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Wives World ~ “Lord if You Had Been There!”

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My world continues to be immersed in grief.  Not only have I had some tough situations in the counseling room with clients dealing with tragic loss of loved ones…all unfair and untimely deaths…our little town of Buena Vista, Colorado is also reeling from the loss of Miranda, a local pastor’s wife.  Miranda, married only eight months, was involved in a freak accident barely a week ago.

I find our normal knee jerk reaction in death situations that so rock our world is exactly like Martha in John 11.  Maybe when we get to heaven we will find Jesus and give Him the “what-for” just like she did.  “Lord, if you would have been here, my brother would not have died.”  We wonder where was God….in the moment, on the day, when tragedies like this happen.

It is hard to imagine that the God of covenant who promises us an incredible abundant life would look the other way when our loved ones need Him the most.  It is easy to write God off when He doesn’t seem to take care of the important things in life.

Jesus only gives Martha Truth as an answer.  He quickly reminds her that “He who believes in me will live, even though he dies.”  John 25:11.  It is hard to grab onto this Truth when the reality of death strikes.  Maybe it brings comfort…eventually…but for a time in our human pain we have to be OK asking the “why” question.  Even when the “why’s” never get answered this side of heaven.

We can rest assured that God cares about tragedy.  A few verses later we see Jesus weeping, “quietly shedding tears” is the exact interpretation.  He wasn’t weeping about the death of His friend Lazarus.  He knew that he would rise again in a few moments.  Jesus was weeping about what death of loved ones did to His friends.  He saw their pain and agony because they were able unable to jump to the Truth of the matter immediately. 

Yes we can all be still and know, the God of the universe understands in our humanness it is impossible for us to understand and be comforted in The Truth of the matter.  Our loved ones who believe DO NOT DIE.  The chasm between really believing and the impact of the loss can take years and bottles and bottles of tears.  When we are in this place we do what we have to do.  We weep until we can’t weep anymore. Our only comfort is knowing Jesus weeps when He sees our broken hearts.

Author: Anesis Retreats and Counseling Sabbaticals

Trudy Johnson is a licensed Marriage and Family Therapist in the state of Colorado, Tennessee and Arizona (Associate). Her passion is to help women recover from past abuse and trauma with the goal of living productive, transformed lives. Trudy is a Certified Trauma Specialist with several trauma resolution trainings at her disposal. She has a Doctorate Degree in Biblical Counseling and adheres to a Biblical belief system and theologies. Many of her trauma trainings are cutting edge from Arizona Trauma Institute. In 2018 the Lord began showing Trudy an amazing process to identify Strongholds and Heart guards (blocks to giving and receiving love from others and from God) through her copyrighted method of trauma resolution called "Emet". The word emet is Hebrew for "Truth." In 2020 Trudy's trainings for this process will be offered to other professionals needing new Holy Spirit Trauma tools.

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